Sunday, August 18, 2019

Dee Pleat Ed.

Been up for a minute
Since about 5am
Made a pot of coffee
Music therapy, application

Soon the house will arise
Wake to distract
Head full and heavy
It’s all about the react

My baby is here
Weekend part-time dad
When I return her
It’s always sad

I usually cry
Sometimes it takes time
Like when putting toys away
Missing out making dimes

Ten times ten
One hundred percent
Slave to dollars
Making ends paying rent

My children love me
But I’m not satisfied
If I said I do enough
Believe me I lied

Never ending stories
Of struggling for real
This shit piles heavy
Layers, lack appeal

Give me a sign
Message from above
Show me the path
Lacking self-love

Hard on myself
Heavy loaded Atlas
Shouldering burdens
Hard knock life class

Fizzle out quickly
Energy never lasting
Get lost every time
Time wasted past me

He or me?
Falling into habits of old
Borrowed and broken. Soiled and cold.
Wanting but wavering. Inconsistently bold.

He(e/a)r me:
Tale between legs lack I that eye of tiger shine.
Head in hand, down. Cowardly Lion in a handout line.
Cheesy-Wiz. Cheddar-less. Deaf, eating. Whiny and dying.




Monday, August 12, 2019

Lately

She probably doesn’t know
That in between texts I often stare at my phone
Just waiting for her to drop me some line

It’s usually not anything profound
Small talk, answering a question, an emoji
But it keeps me warm as I fall asleep alone

I try not to imagine her
As she sleeps next to other people
Swears they don’t fuck, I try to believe her

I fall in love too easily
Become obsessive and codependent
I’m clingy and insecure

I started writing this
Thinking I’d send it to her
Impressing her, making her want me

Today is her birthday
She turned 25
And she’s fine without me

We fuck like rabbits
Every chance we get
And now I’m addicted

Saturday, August 3, 2019

Doc

She makes me want
To both be myself
And who I am

Inspiration
Like reminds
Of what makes me tick

Makes me want
To pull out
All my trix

Sorta like falling
Down the rabbit holes
Important dates
Kindred souls

My name is found
Inside of hers
Share we love of
Written words

She says I make her
Want to write
I find that sameness
Taking a bite

Want to name her
Say things aloud
Sing when I’m with her
Three’s a crowd

Waking up
The stuff inside
Tell her everything
Blindly confide

Her walls are high
And thick like a castle
Lay siege wanting in
More pleasure than hassle

The way she smiles
When I turn up the charm
Makes me want her always
On my right, on my arm

I forgot what this felt like
To discover each other
Everything feels up
Under the covers

In constant contact
True, like connected
She’s all in my veins
I must be infected

Perhaps when she kisses me
And holds my gaze with that smile
It’s seeping into my blood somehow
Makes my heartbeat all wild







Sunday, July 28, 2019

tornados

We stayed up after the children went to sleep
Listening to music
Making out
She doesn’t tell me much
I tell her everything

2:11 and she’s gone to bed
I should be there too
Things to do
Never ending
Yet I could easily be bored

She came
Into my life electronic
Digital love?
Kat
Fishing for a kiss

We spend
Time together
Like it’s going
Out
Of style

Charged
Fully erect
Standing
Up
Got my attention

Showed her
How I live
What I’m on
How I do
Me

I get bits
Pieces
Parts
Luckily
I listen well

Eagle eye
Cherry
Save tonight
Tomorrow comes
To take me away

Fighting demons
Of habits
Distrusting
Sign of the times
2000disgusting

Can’t trust myself
Let alone another
Cane me
Insides candy
PiƱata plunder

BDSM
Brings me
Down rabbit holes
Sexual stimulation
Motivation elevation

Saturday, July 27, 2019

Kat

Cheshire
Nine lives
Stealth like ninja
Cuddles hard
Mindfuck
Eyes that see through
Nocturnal

Not furry
Doesn’t meow (yet at least)
Probably wouldn’t drink warm milk from a saucer
Bipedal
Doesn’t piss and shit in a box
Sexual
On my lap


Wero Malo

Se llama guero loco guey

Saturday, July 13, 2019

Sir Prized, Miss Pellings, and a questionable period that could be a comma,.cap it al R

WHAT? YOU HAVE NOT. ALL THROUGH
LOVER. I met your new boyfriend today. Can’t look me in my eyes. Probably never heard
a single good characteristic of mine. His include: Nice truck. And not me.
Find myself in song surrounded by the people I’m supposed to be with.
It’s not all ways beautiful. In due time it can be seen. Got lost inside my
head for a minute there. And still I’m confused. My lifestyle hasn’t changed.
In fact I’m finally back to myself, just without you.
I’m not afraid.
Don’t fear the reaper
Take my hand.
I’ve another to spare
Lining up. Sparks. Interest.
Taking my time.
Because I...

You do! Left me, yet. With me. come to
I used to give a fuck about where you are. What you did with your time. I don’t even
go there in my head. Haven’t in a while.
I still think about our Lava and feel the naked-ness if a ring imported when
yours was a last ditch desperation purchase. I stopped appreciating you.
What to do with myself sometimes. I just don’t know.
And that’s ok. It’s better than in fact.
Awake. Alive. Danger. 5
Outback
Stake-house

To Me, I can feel you hurry hurry me,
And I’m the impatient one. Where did we go and better yet does it even matteR
Anymore...
Because of you __________?
Give the fuck up. As if I could be replaced. You are so young, so sweet,
so suprised.
Good luck with that.
Everybody in my crew.
Sofa king.
Amazing!
As I yawn,

Monday, July 8, 2019

Umburg School of Mine’s

Knot really
in my innards
Alas Alice
Not all that
A parent
Shadow tiny dancers

Peter Panning
Needing soap
Nail it to my shoes
Never ending stories
Lands before  +
(times x laughing)

Little feet equals
Hearts that
Beet red
Beep beep beep
Read glow
Ever afting

Drumming hard
In tune
Music ally
Broken dream boulevard
Tubular two -by
Tuba-ear fantastic

Moving now
How bout that classic
bout that class wit
We wow
Do smart so so so
Def. scholastic

More than life
Who we are
Matchboxes
Twentieth
Sentry Centrality
21th century Sedimentary
Neo-creative Knew-aged LIT.

Moving
In neutral
Must be downhill
Forward
Motion
Mentality bit.

Moral compass
Spinning circles
Stilt work balancing
On those poles
Riding, surfing, sailing from
Antarctica wherever again

Intro to
Intraspectral-
echo-retrospection, the
Progressive regression post
Regressive Progression:
(A lesson in lessening Solar/Lunar Pulls)



Ringga Ding Ding Ding Dong

Toast
This word
A toaster

Rye bread
Life’s a
Roller derby

Robbin lifestyle
Ronin alliances
Non compliant

Rocks
And jewels
Rynoriot

Why not
Fucking weird
Hipness on the planet

Players
Parents
Attitude like can did

Eight more
92 pussies
Pulling puppet strings

Everything glistening
Not gold
nor hearing things

He asked
Write poems
Kinda I’d forgotten

Courtesy my dude,
Inspiring Leonard (Lion Hearted)
Les(s) Sane Bolt Robot-ticks
Jeremey Buries
Muthafuka caustic