Holy cow.
Oh boy.
Zero balance.
Overdrawn.
Ameri-con.
Cartoony.
Caricatures of civilization.
Characters.
Characterizations.
Waitresses and waiters:
”Can we get the...”
Gotta gut-
check.
Stimulation.
Lack is now
an occupation.
This tightrope
on which we
totter upon
is nothing.
Knot anymore.
We tied one on.
A noose on a lasso
lynch-like.
ITS A TRAP!
Circus act.
Rodeo clown.
Can’t get
back up.
Staying in,
staying down.
Post ‘19 life.
Co-vivid
nightmarity.
Blue and red,
white
and not
alike all
scaredy,
like a kitty.
Squeaky blind mice,
sea to
the shining.
See how we run.
Into ourselves.
Empty like shelfs.
Back to our holes.
Running out
only
to gather food,
but never
to mass-gather.
No show.
No pro-
test.
Interest-ingly
anticlimactic
how we
acclimated easily.
It’s all too sketchy.
Banking on statements
blank as our stares;
as we blink
in disbelief
at these screens
in antiquated,
mass-manipulated,
perplexed anticipation.
Wednesday, April 15, 2020
Monday, April 13, 2020
B4ore
Way too much of myself
Stuck in here with nowhere
To be saturated in this
Has gotten me so utterfully hopeless
That I’ve just GOT to share it
All the things that should be bringing
Me joy are just fucking boringly
Chizzling away
No more aura in these
Caves of self reflection
Neglecting brings empty me
Stuck inside the memories
Of the used to
And could have
And should have beens
Eye so iso lated
Sick self infatuation
Auto predict
Thinks for me differently
Than the me that makes me elated
Save me grace
Make me remember
The miracle that still exists
The better times
Feel left behind me
Find that I’m always
Waiting.
Stuck in here with nowhere
To be saturated in this
Has gotten me so utterfully hopeless
That I’ve just GOT to share it
All the things that should be bringing
Me joy are just fucking boringly
Chizzling away
No more aura in these
Caves of self reflection
Neglecting brings empty me
Stuck inside the memories
Of the used to
And could have
And should have beens
Eye so iso lated
Sick self infatuation
Auto predict
Thinks for me differently
Than the me that makes me elated
Save me grace
Make me remember
The miracle that still exists
The better times
Feel left behind me
Find that I’m always
Waiting.
Thursday, March 19, 2020
Corona, my
good a time as any
to compose up on this historic
hysterically laughing
but when i got there
the banks were closed
into woods
backwards
we trot in rows
over the pond
through the rivers
around the flattened earth
went to walmart
felt like purge
worse comes from worst
to compose up on this historic
hysterically laughing
but when i got there
the banks were closed
into woods
backwards
we trot in rows
over the pond
through the rivers
around the flattened earth
went to walmart
felt like purge
worse comes from worst
Friday, January 24, 2020
Monday, January 6, 2020
antsy
its about time
most if not all things are
is
write now
its in here waiting
and the world is in turmoil
fire and bombs
singing songs
follow...
Along
stars align
powers that
be
shit seems too
BB2(tubey)
escalating.
no debating
now we
weighting
sea too
shining
see
man
it's getting
ugly.
sat
@war.
bubba gump
jump
shrimp ship
@sea
see me?
God!?!
Lt. Dan
disband
WWIII
Run.
Run.
Forest.
Run...
Eve act
You ate?
Apple i8
Haters
you?
know?
now?
we?
won?
Nay,
shun
un-der
duh
Sunni
muzzle
less
un
umm.....
most if not all things are
is
write now
its in here waiting
and the world is in turmoil
fire and bombs
singing songs
follow...
Along
stars align
powers that
be
shit seems too
BB2(tubey)
escalating.
no debating
now we
weighting
sea too
shining
see
man
it's getting
ugly.
sat
@war.
bubba gump
jump
shrimp ship
@sea
see me?
God!?!
Lt. Dan
disband
WWIII
Run.
Run.
Forest.
Run...
Eve act
You ate?
Apple i8
Haters
you?
know?
now?
we?
won?
Nay,
shun
un-der
duh
Sunni
muzzle
less
un
umm.....
Sunday, December 22, 2019
Est-Rang-ed.
im not really interested
in talking
about it
i feel
like that book
with grover
like there is a monster at the end of this
and i don't feel
like crying
right
now
ive been
compartmentalizing
well enough
to get through
days
long
and dark
im just letting
infant jesus
take the
reigns
to this sled
grandma
is running over
rain
dear
games
over the river and through the woods
as i am
dragged behind
like a southern hate crime victim
slamming my head
sonny bono style
on every fucking trunk
observe
as i go vietnam Buddhist
calmly accepting
the burning
the savagery
the pain
happy 2nd birthday Stella.
Star in my sky.
i wish upon you.
even though i can't see you...
for whatever-
backwards ass,
selfish,
self serving,
heart wrenching,
soul squashing,
easy way out,
avoiding confrontation,
exaggerated,
slanderous,
certified insane,
BULLSHIT,
(not to mention
anti christ)
no mass
pour favor
ive
got nothing
but sorrow
and im exhausted
God help me
I miss my baby
-reason they tell themselves.
Fuck you. and God bless you
Mothers,
you fuckers
in talking
about it
i feel
like that book
with grover
like there is a monster at the end of this
and i don't feel
like crying
right
now
ive been
compartmentalizing
well enough
to get through
days
long
and dark
im just letting
infant jesus
take the
reigns
to this sled
grandma
is running over
rain
dear
games
over the river and through the woods
as i am
dragged behind
like a southern hate crime victim
slamming my head
sonny bono style
on every fucking trunk
observe
as i go vietnam Buddhist
calmly accepting
the burning
the savagery
the pain
happy 2nd birthday Stella.
Star in my sky.
i wish upon you.
even though i can't see you...
for whatever-
backwards ass,
selfish,
self serving,
heart wrenching,
soul squashing,
easy way out,
avoiding confrontation,
exaggerated,
slanderous,
certified insane,
BULLSHIT,
(not to mention
anti christ)
no mass
pour favor
ive
got nothing
but sorrow
and im exhausted
God help me
I miss my baby
-reason they tell themselves.
Fuck you. and God bless you
Mothers,
you fuckers
Saturday, December 7, 2019
axed
you owe me
a tree
and some
memories
un-man-i
-fested
advent
-u-r-
e
neglected
intro
-vert
el-
e
-lect-
ed
in
-stead in-
vert
-a-
b-rate
pain
in my
correct it
Thursday, December 5, 2019
dont pass go
questioning my reasoning
being where i is
music in me
background
i am
under
amused
shouldn't i
be moved
more
hell
if i
dont
or do
ya know?
spending
money
time
and
space
but this
guy has
a sense
of humor
"romantic"
great prompt
room full
out on
the broadway
mono
poly
fingers
pockets
being where i is
music in me
background
i am
under
amused
shouldn't i
be moved
more
hell
if i
dont
or do
ya know?
spending
money
time
and
space
but this
guy has
a sense
of humor
"romantic"
great prompt
room full
out on
the broadway
mono
poly
fingers
pockets
Tuesday, December 3, 2019
care ole
little
do you know son
how you keep me alive
its a bittersweet
this tragedy
for you i will
survive
i live off these
imperfect moments
these failed attempts
to fly
i bare my soul
in honesty
with actuality
tears within
my eyes
shadow of
my former self
trying to escape
the time is fleeting
moments passing
nothing seems to
help me
make up
four these
not mistakes
im drowning in
sorrowing
defeat in this
constant
sense of
shame
ghost
of christmas
past
is haunted
more of
just the
same
i believe
in you
as for me?
myself and i
are
feared to be
finished
selfish self
lost it all
half
the man
i used
to be
im bad
for my own
health
ill admit
living in my
stupidity
has to...
just has to...
last until
get me through
the winter cold
she lifts
nearing im a
point of no
returning
remembering
well
wherefore ive
acquired all my
God given gifts
last
do you know son
how you keep me alive
its a bittersweet
this tragedy
for you i will
survive
i live off these
imperfect moments
these failed attempts
to fly
i bare my soul
in honesty
with actuality
tears within
my eyes
shadow of
my former self
trying to escape
the time is fleeting
moments passing
nothing seems to
help me
make up
four these
not mistakes
im drowning in
sorrowing
defeat in this
constant
sense of
shame
ghost
of christmas
past
is haunted
more of
just the
same
i believe
in you
as for me?
myself and i
are
feared to be
finished
selfish self
lost it all
half
the man
i used
to be
im bad
for my own
health
ill admit
living in my
stupidity
has to...
just has to...
last until
get me through
the winter cold
she lifts
nearing im a
point of no
returning
remembering
well
wherefore ive
acquired all my
God given gifts
last
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