Saturday, February 12, 2022

KGBarilla

 turnt up like a turnip 

in a vegetative state 

full of dirt and my roots be dangling

 sour to the taste

I misbehave

 and come in waves 

I'm crystal

 is it clear

astro ninja and magician

 watch this

 hold my beer


I'm evil as kenivil eyes redder than the devil is


shaking and baked  

eating breakfast 

seize the crapes

Ricky bobby

 she bobble head swallow me


have her coming faster 


have her praying 


then I pastor


wet and dirty 

I'm the shit from the behind

I'm a bastard


schooling groups of bitches like fishes  


 put her back into it lay it down like a sarcophagus

your mummy can't talk when she busy over here bruising her esophagus

putting the soft all up in them nostrils lit

got her waking in like an Egyptian 


walking out pussy need a coffin 


that's the reason I can't fuck her more


beat it up so hard she need gunna some stitches

never better this shit as good as dick gets


let her gimmi head 

don't pay her fare 

she bring me the bread


oh she not one of my hoes 

you heard what I said 


don't love these hoes

never a tear gunna shed 


have her crying

cause I'm balling 

never answer

she be calling 

doing voodoo like new Orleans


trying to get me in her bedroom 

didn't listen when I said you'd 

never be the same again should

have heeded when I told you

 girl

once I smash it's like a whole new world

body spazin out like jazz hands man

got her  rubbing on me like a genie lamp 

see or hear from me and her panties get damp 

all these ladies know I'm a dog I'm a tramp

but none the less they all want my stamp


imma put my parcel where you specify

yea  I'm driving on u 

bringing it home

 delivery

 especially

when you get what's coming you will testify 

all hands free 

got your whole squad geekin

 like I'm the best buy

I'm the best you can't buy

I'm the demanded

the supply

I'm the goods 

I'm a commodity

I'm priceless

one of a kind

 genuine oddity

y'all Wanna audit me 

got no authority 

I put my c in er a 

k g  I'm a slide in ur b

if you wanna spy 

I'll let u watch but not for free 

Proud as a lion

 but I don't lie

 Regal like it or not it's reality



 

Monday, January 24, 2022

Show out

 Social like a butterfly

Sweet like the bee's knees.

Swinging Tarzan wild while I'm

Smoked up in concrete jungle vines 

yall I stay high off trees.

Green leafy like full of spring.

I'm sprung.

I'll Tigger rubble and tumble you bums.


Pooh you out bury you in the woods.


Not for sale but I got the goods.


Full off the if ands butts I'm bout it

Give the fuck bout no tlc.

Lion-like I'm the proudest.


Bitches beg me to be they baby father.

Make a handsome son and a beautiful daughter. 


Cleaner than you 

I'll shout you out 

You just distain.

Fell out my mouth.


Got you all on my chest.















 concrete jungles

s inside buzzard circle you like 

Friday, January 14, 2022

One

 staying on my my grind

is a struggle you will find

 going places ain't got time

all my energy it's mine

focused like detectives be

introspective why they testing me

investigate this rhyme then

take control alter delete

in-between these lines

if you're looking and decide

we will continually remind

intelligently designed

God bless us when we grind

protect us every time

from violence, oh and crime 

selfish actions make you blind

bend you break you past the line

it's not about the dollar signs

cause when you press rewind

what the fuck you find

I swear I'm about to lose my fucking mind 

let me say this then I'll die

look for me writing in the sky

imma just put on a disguise 

Mind my biz and sever ties 

Tunnel vision got priorities

The high my way is

My hopes got me hypnotized 

 I've been around and realized 

Better off not asking how or why 

Just forward motion I'm on the rise 

So when they throwing shade at my

And they trying to entice reply

 imma just avert my eyes 

 Let them hate and speak they lies 

Kindness is the silent killer kind 

Their guilty be from they own insides

 Silently murder fools with my nice

 Wit be cutting edged like knives 

On a roll rock i righteous role reprised

I ain't fucking with these doin dirty guys 

No reply from me tonight 

 I'm too wise for traps goodbye 

I bring no smoke I am the fire 

 I'm cyote ugly wild 

I'll howl you to the moon 

Then drown you in denial 

I'll croc you I'm so dialed 

Ryno charge you like get filed 

Throw you up like you some bile

Floor you like you tiles 

Spectacular with these styles 

So do yourself a favor and smile 

Seems like it may have been a while 














Friday, December 24, 2021

Frothy Green Shit That Floats On Top of Toilet Water

 It's Christmas all over again 

The traditional has died and I'm beginning to think I'm nearing the end

Last time I remember feeling Holiday-ish it was an age ago and here again I'm alone and saying so this is what I've become 

Shaking my head cause I'm lazy and crazy dumb for letting my wild side drive.

 Asking questions does nothing to help ease this hollowed section of me I think I am mourning. 

In the morning I will probably cry again when I have nowhere to be and nobody calling me back.

I let it all die and it was too late as I realized the past wasn't meant to last and that precious time was ticking by.

How I didn't see myself missing from the equations and writing myself out of stories is maybe the worst thing and amazing.

The waves begin to crash along with me wreaking having on my blessings. 

I'm undressing in the refrigerator and lessing me is lessoning and I'm regretting destiny quest tie on me. 

Christ I'd be crossed up on high to get back what never happened to me. 

Haphazardly staggered my brain doesn't matter I'm goopy soupy poopy. 


Sunday, December 5, 2021

I'm o-genheaped

 Where are we 

What the hell 

Is going on  

The dust has only just begun to fall. Crop circles...

Spin me round as I rub my eyes this is actually happening. My former self throughly destroyed now. 

No going back. To that trap. That waste of missed opportunity. Of familial fracture. Of not enough of myself to go around. 

I ran myself. 

Me centric. At fault for being selfish. No father makes no father. I'm just like my Dad. Whoops. 




Monday, October 25, 2021

UFoz

 Spelling practice in the hall 

Owes eve in exile now 

Fast approaching nova Scotia 

Never been before 

I picked up a job today 

Selling poison in a flying saucer 

And I'm not sure if I will ever be found 

Because I don't even know what I am 

After 

Affidavits of misfit mass misbehavior 

Laborious 

Lacking 

In lust 

Mistrust issues 

Search warrants never 

That's the issue 

Lavatory 

Tissue 

Paper 






Tuesday, October 5, 2021

Lord help me

 Abandoned by myself and the struggle was never as hard as when I lost hope in the strength of my own resilience. It used to excite me to persevere but it has become unfortunately all too clear that the caviler is more in my imagination than my actions. Surrounding myself with lowered expectations and mistakes upon mistakes messed up I'm so fucked. The beginning is more than I can even swallow I'm headless like a zombie sleepy and hollow. Forgot what real life was and overexposed myself to my foes. John Does and trap whores.

Saturday, October 2, 2021

Mr. Dixie F. Normis

 LilHomie said, "No, eye aim sore y ewe must have a me." Con fused with and cussed and confused with wit so I'm... Body else. I have no middle name and if I did it certainly wouldn't be "fucking." 

Wednesday, June 9, 2021

Don't give a fuck

 So yeah I'm waiting to go into work and I've been wasting away counting down when I will contribute to society because I'm beginning to doubt that I'll ever come around when the pounding of my heart is the only sound found within an entire day and in an entire town where although my kids stay i betray by being away for more than months when it used to just be days and I'm behaving as if I'm incapable and in practice I'd have to concede that I'm living like I don't and feeling as though I just ___ ____ _ ____ anymorr

Friday, June 4, 2021

san pierre lartist grenouille

 The GT has drum brakes whereas the GTS has full hydraulic calipers front and rear bolstering the extension of the exclamation point is a sway bar a lovely sway bar by the looks of it but it didn't sway us never suede never that no never not 36 Ronin at the bus stop pop pop they got me they got me and he holds his neck he ranges in pain till I tell you about the time John got hit by a bus oh wait no I'm in the time that he got hit hit on by a f****** dude with no I mean wait that one time that psych there is no John the video that you speak of has never been seen by the eyes nor seen the light of day it's been stuck in your dank dungeon f****** Howard Hughes over here you piss in the bottles confirmed pissed into a McDonald's cup

Sunday, May 23, 2021

so pinche guerro yo estoy un lobo

I get where im going
anywhere 

i know 
a tip
tow
by 
be four
by
toe 
emmitish

liars
like
wire
tight like
aught not
too
nude
new
better
but not

knotted 
tide
got
cotted
cold gray
in doing done 
time
is now
in foot 
shot did

shoot
kid
H Gs & audi 
tTeas
ass dumb 
as
wishes 
like wells
fiction

mystical
ware my moon self

HELP WANTED

 Been a hot mother 

Fucking minute

My newt

Mine you't 

Tare ability 

Tore 

Fragility 

Hurt

Hue manic 

Vulnerability 

Erring 

Not on 

Cautioin's side 

Being a human

Being

Or not to

seldom is,

but lately 

the question 

has,

like the king-dumb/kingdom 

come/cum

up.


Way up,

high as

FUCK.

YOU KNOW YOURE CLOSE TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU CAN'T GET ANY HIRE.

Wreck-o'men Day-shuns ownly.


Sunday, April 11, 2021

Mrs. Taken

 Two reels 

Sea quill

Dayquil

Night terrors 

Ursula major 

Bear in my mind 

Ravenous 

Rabid 

Havok pursues 

Perverted persuasion

Habitual 

Habitual hibernation 

Mistakes 





Saturday, April 10, 2021

Dummy

 The drugs have lost

Their affection is not what helps 

A piss poor substitute 

For what really I'm wanting 

Long forgotten what feeling feels 

Like I'm not real anymore 

Not anymore 

What use am I 

What excuse have I 

Subtract me 

Expose exponential 

Divide and multiply

Additionally I'm insufficient

In my insignificance 

I'm deposed 

Definitely dispositionally 

Wasting away 

Oblivion

Officially

They knew before I did 

That's why there's nothing

Nobody near 

No feelings familial

Famine of familiar

Distrusted 

Disarray

Somebody should have saved me 

I should have saved me by now 

Apparently I'm incapable 

Nobody showed me how 

Not like I'm supposed to have been shown 

How to turn myself around 

I know the difference between these lines 

The battle is underground 

This war of me enslaved thus 

Steals wages and I gave fucks 

Once but I fear I care no more 

Bout the future I could salvage 

It's so gone I can no longer ignore 

That to get back what I let myself lose 

Is not an option anymore 

I'm starting from nothing 

Less than zero in fact 

Backtracking 

What a disasterous detour













Friday, April 2, 2021

Reeferants

 Read that. It's funny. Most think so. 

A gimmick. But it's all mine. 

All me. Originality. 

I'd be flattered, if you...

Stole my shit, I've got more style than I know.  

What to do with 

Space bars, need to return 

To below 

Underneath.

Understand 

Standing under the sun either way. 

Or above? 

Or next to...

Depends on how you look at it. 

Depends how you are looking at it.  

From where you are...











Monday, March 15, 2021

Belt height-ed

 Sorta kinda just going through the motions as of late like I'm caught in a constant hesitate can't seem to muster the motivation to live like I'm alive out of tune static signal radio station the dial or antenna or string or whatever is damaged from sun beatings and storms and whether or not I like it or not I'm stuck constantly remembering the things I forgot to protect and are now lost and gone to the point that I don't even listen to songs cause I don't think I deserve anything more than this stagnation so I stay in my head like imagination all the while here in this hybrid hibernation the world turns around me without hesitation and it's not like I want it to stop for me still I just wish that I had the power of will to catch up to it and continue the race but I sit and I think and I'm wasted a waste

Thursday, March 4, 2021

BMby3

 I just today realized that I will always still be in love with you Halee and Stephanie and Julia two all my babies and they mammas

It isn't often I can find the strength to forgive

Myself

 




Monday, January 18, 2021

Clark Kunt

Faked out yet again.

And it seems the farther away from the beginning I get, the farther I am from that innocence. That which I've long since lost. 

And long for. It's like it mistakenly got in the trash tossed. Never to return as I grow older. And the whole damn world is getting colder. 

Smouldering ideals. Cry on my own should.

Atlas boulder. That's heavy a load sir. But I'm holding out, hoping I'm wrong. That it's not.

And the fleeting feelings of idealism and romanticism are dulled down to the point that I no longer believe in the power of love. 

It used to feel stronger and last longer and last longer. No, no longer. 

And it's getting so very discouraging. So much so that I'm starting to believe in cynicism. 

I want to believe so badly that there is truth and love is real. 


Tuesday, December 22, 2020

Wbd

 Gotta be super low if I'm on my phone and trying to flow one 

So shunned I don't even show on the go im so unknown I'm subterranean

Stupid like dumb and with 34 rounds you would think I'd have gotten answers 

Im bout to slash and dash outta her like a samurai in a hurry ranned oft prancer

Raining deer names like it's x mas in dis but I'm all loner and no fams not my best

Wild like woodland not a tinge of self wealth I'm no good to nothing bad for the public health

Lock me up and tie me up in jackets cause what it takes i lack it 

Cant hack it I'm stacked with bad habits and I submit i surrender can't stand it 

A little bit hopeless and I'm doubting it's temporary but where I'm at need sanctuary

Cant escape my thoughts tonight and I'm trying not to go crazy 





Ashamed

 Worst year ever fallen so far behind i compartment tell lies and I'm lazy from this pound of concrete jungle spun around and I'm found no farther vector nowhere i never made my great escape i broke I'm down too late I can't even and too lame to create too crooked to get straight too dirty to debate that I'm debased and defamed and unclaimed and still i remain insane in my brain from all the sames self to blames and clee shades I'm bottom lower than I want to remain