Spelling practice in the hall
Owes eve in exile now
Fast approaching nova Scotia
Never been before
I picked up a job today
Selling poison in a flying saucer
And I'm not sure if I will ever be found
Because I don't even know what I am
After
Affidavits of misfit mass misbehavior
Laborious
Lacking
In lust
Mistrust issues
Search warrants never
That's the issue
Lavatory
Tissue
Paper
Abandoned by myself and the struggle was never as hard as when I lost hope in the strength of my own resilience. It used to excite me to persevere but it has become unfortunately all too clear that the caviler is more in my imagination than my actions. Surrounding myself with lowered expectations and mistakes upon mistakes messed up I'm so fucked. The beginning is more than I can even swallow I'm headless like a zombie sleepy and hollow. Forgot what real life was and overexposed myself to my foes. John Does and trap whores.
LilHomie said, "No, eye aim sore y ewe must have a me." Con fused with and cussed and confused with wit so I'm... Body else. I have no middle name and if I did it certainly wouldn't be "fucking."
So yeah I'm waiting to go into work and I've been wasting away counting down when I will contribute to society because I'm beginning to doubt that I'll ever come around when the pounding of my heart is the only sound found within an entire day and in an entire town where although my kids stay i betray by being away for more than months when it used to just be days and I'm behaving as if I'm incapable and in practice I'd have to concede that I'm living like I don't and feeling as though I just ___ ____ _ ____ anymorr
The GT has drum brakes whereas the GTS has full hydraulic calipers front and rear bolstering the extension of the exclamation point is a sway bar a lovely sway bar by the looks of it but it didn't sway us never suede never that no never not 36 Ronin at the bus stop pop pop they got me they got me and he holds his neck he ranges in pain till I tell you about the time John got hit by a bus oh wait no I'm in the time that he got hit hit on by a f****** dude with no I mean wait that one time that psych there is no John the video that you speak of has never been seen by the eyes nor seen the light of day it's been stuck in your dank dungeon f****** Howard Hughes over here you piss in the bottles confirmed pissed into a McDonald's cup
Been a hot mother
Fucking minute
My newt
Mine you't
Tare ability
Tore
Fragility
Hurt
Hue manic
Vulnerability
Erring
Not on
Cautioin's side
Being a human
Being
Or not to
seldom is,
but lately
the question
has,
like the king-dumb/kingdom
come/cum
up.
Way up,
high as
FUCK.
YOU KNOW YOURE CLOSE TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU CAN'T GET ANY HIRE.
Wreck-o'men Day-shuns ownly.
Two reels
Sea quill
Dayquil
Night terrors
Ursula major
Bear in my mind
Ravenous
Rabid
Havok pursues
Perverted persuasion
Habitual
Habitual hibernation
Mistakes
The drugs have lost
Their affection is not what helps
A piss poor substitute
For what really I'm wanting
Long forgotten what feeling feels
Like I'm not real anymore
Not anymore
What use am I
What excuse have I
Subtract me
Expose exponential
Divide and multiply
Additionally I'm insufficient
In my insignificance
I'm deposed
Definitely dispositionally
Wasting away
Oblivion
Officially
They knew before I did
That's why there's nothing
Nobody near
No feelings familial
Famine of familiar
Distrusted
Disarray
Somebody should have saved me
I should have saved me by now
Apparently I'm incapable
Nobody showed me how
Not like I'm supposed to have been shown
How to turn myself around
I know the difference between these lines
The battle is underground
This war of me enslaved thus
Steals wages and I gave fucks
Once but I fear I care no more
Bout the future I could salvage
It's so gone I can no longer ignore
That to get back what I let myself lose
Is not an option anymore
I'm starting from nothing
Less than zero in fact
Backtracking
What a disasterous detour
