Wednesday, February 20, 2013


It gets a little easier when i make believe that i am in prison
like i put myself there
where i belong for all that i have done
at least this self induced sentence allows me freedom
but at what cost?
long days wallowing
it is sort of funny
how that cliche goes
you really dont know what you have
it is gone
far away now
all that time spent wasted
what i would give to have it now
they say dont live in the past
they say dont live for the future
they say to be in the moment
fuck this moment
fuck this
all of this
what is better
am i getting it?
how close am i
how long
how far
how much more