Wednesday, March 28, 2018

STAY FAR AWAY FROM CASINO ON PAY DAY

feel that?
nxt time is on me
we have good chemistry there tho.
if we stick to our guns we ok
and no beer.
unless we change from one casino to the nxt.
en route we can burn nd stop fer
one
1.
there are 3 gb Oneida casinos.
pre game, then 2 intermissions.
then a post game recap.

we need a port able device we can put our money into and lock us out of it.
i have a safe....
and if u have a portable one
we could trade keys
and each intermission we re eval.
stick to our 🔫 s
ration appropriation
with the knowledge
we gotta leave left overs
for the yet-to-come

Thursday, March 22, 2018

stayed up

so i drug his ass out
guilted him hard
says hes lonely
but howard hughs tendencies

the house is asleeping
its quiet and now
the silent is too empty
waits to be filled by sounds that stir

still awake here
full days having lately
time fly-bye
still try i escape seen

the man owns the day
the night warriors fight
cant explain not sleeping
instead i sit here writing

baby cries shatters calm
then the questions begin
what are you doing
and why aren't you sleeping?
living life
me doing i
in the dark
whats it to you
i dare not reply
so i cede the day and nestle deflected
tomorrow will never wait nor die


Wednesday, March 21, 2018

US vs Dems

they want him to step down
nobody likes Hill Rod Clint
but shes obv no quitter
killing his cred softly
the dirt on her
not to mention
demo this craptastic
the noble ones get shot
in their faces
or heads
and we are left with this
not suprised
the game felt rigged in '16
feels rigged more now
they want him to fail
fucking haters

Tyrantisaurapuddy

daddy day
diaper bag tote-er-ing
naps are calms
between storms
of guess why im upset
usually easy to diagnose
something about that cry
its primordal
blood curls
make her stop
instinct
nature is nurture
glad i dad
didnt have to birth her
ouch
got it easy
fortunate fool
cant not step up
father
no tool

shed light bulbing
flower pot bloom
fixed up
overhaul
was broken
now just broke
self depending
impending
sonic phonic
bada baby fadda
bingo
im getter got this
bout to black out
bottle boom
cleaning up
brought a broom
which ill stick
in corners like mice
magic like a wizard is
i spell it out
write books on kids
piget shit im pops like quiz
know the flow surprise
high vis
able to express
i type
home depot like
with words i write
got hardware for days
screwed on
dees vices 
getting hammered
wrenching guts
eye sockets
sawed out
gorilla glue
ape shit
needles
noses
voltage
nuts
im pliars
grasping
for straws
in the air
best be a crafty man
buyer beware
goo be gone
sticky situations
learning lessons
tested on patience
practice not perfect
go up then back down
err like a human
no king
crown
more clown
than regal
more Gollum
than shmeigle
given the choice
picking lesser
than two evils

Saturday, March 17, 2018

bo peep

too fucking late
not enough sleep
not enough hours
not enough light
the grind calls
im stretching this one out not giving this day up
not without a fight
never stopped
full force
kicking names
taking ass
26 hours gone
in the books
if i dont get sleep
tomorrow is shot

Thursday, March 15, 2018

meh...

the practice is necessary because although i understand it to be shit its important to force it fuck where it goes as long as its out there is this sort of mystery here flowing freely on this cell phone at times its like it just takes control the world is truely fucked up as i listen in the backround of syria. i dont want an audience some times. the truth is hidden somehow in here the key to my salvation because it gets really overwhelming at times but just typing these rambles makes me feel like i have some purpose or something because it feels good like drugs when i do it and i can look at it and sometimes i impress myself and some days i regret my candor but i have had this vice since i was a student and profoundly enough i am

prelude

like a wine
or a scotch fine
cheese or a fart
or a fine piece of art
that gets better the older it gets
so it is with humble pie
after it sets
in this funky town
GB represent
lakes up interior
kim clark kent
all else inferior
i get better the older i get
supposed to kick oldschool
still a bit wet



scissor hands

more than this
destined to feel better
shouldnt be a battle
bout to boil kettle
black on black darkness
consuming me daily
need a change of pace
venue sucks betrayed me
somehow lost myself
forgot just who i is
money grabbing hoarding
getting out the biz
dollar signs for eyeballs
fuck this war this peace
rather flip a burger
than fry more greed is grease

im not a cog
but its def machine
got me shutting off

being mean
forgetting human
man itty
moses come back
break me free

bondage sexless
still a whore
economic
whats it for
days dont matter
unless day is pay
this worlds gone mad
crayola gray grey cray
so dull so robot
made of tin
heartless also
sinking in
quick as sand
hours like glass
tinted cant see
bottled my last
life is forced
months days and years
cut the fate strings
watch fall like tears
sheer will is power
sever per severe
roar cause i be mountain lion
not a fuckin' buck o' deer

Monday, March 12, 2018

fish sandwiches fer days

prone
too snapping
get worked up
shit shouldn't fade me
guess it dont
feel no guilt
principals
got em
in the right
fuck not
not never
back down
go all night
into morning
fade to black
im beast
care o whack
fuck a jaw up
try to say this
ill explain it
when im famous
fuck a cred tho
i am nada
cept a daddy
baby fodda
ask em all tho
moms included
i dant tawk shit
no diluted
this that true shit
more than plenty
spread it out tho
feed dat crowd yo

get fucked bitch

frustration
!
FDB
man....
censorship

this shit gets hard
biting my tongue
swan pond scum

captain need a planet
habit have it grab that
anything getting done

wearing thin
patience escapes me
lay waste filthy

crudded up
gunk n stuff
huff puff wolf in me

little pigs
fuck your house
listen not with your mouth

pressed lips
service smile
wily cyote croc u dial out

ignoramos
dumb ass shit
too much satisfaction quit

listen better
open ears
AIDies pasthis gay-ass shit

Sunday, March 11, 2018

XpeerI'mint

trying something new right now
i hope its to my liking
for since i can remember writing
its likened to that saying said
the one about memory and biking

its more than me i cant say how
it comes on fast as lightning
best i type as if fighting
not over till its read
shell-shocked post ufo sighting

can i keep this up for too much longer
a streaking flash handle panned
big dip-id ursa major man
feelin' million dollars worthy
feet in the clouds head in the sand

with this i could sing make somber
haps high ripped a bong cant stand
sleepy eyes lieutenant dan
space legs demolition derby sturdy
pharoah hot need slaves so fanned





Saturday, March 10, 2018

TrixRabbi

some one,
Peter Pan
or
Geoffrey
take me away
i dont want to grow up
big and tall
giraffey
stretching so high
im touching
this guise
dis guy is
pa
arty
y?
cause
i got none
rebel
without one
'cept God
accept God
except God

this mask
naked guilt
fig suit
newton's law
witch one
abra
cadavers
jacobian
climb in
latter
day saints
night terrors
curse never
all swear words

back back
fourth force
TIME caps all
vainy
course corse
given praise
nun
due
sit in silence
deaf inate

ramble Rambo
first Blood pt.II
cupid stupid
arrows
true
sacred Heart
Whole
we
now
love in thy self
then the thou
E.T.
art in heaven
Hal odes
names
many facets
all the same
says

pick your
poise on
be pre
paired
angelic friendship
fear not
dont be
dont be
wont be
scared
afore yore
esp es aired
spared

sacred scripts
speaks that
lasting lass
on
truths beyond
present
past passed on
future also
cant be sure
can only say
if we endure

im home tonight
kitchen standing
venting without
understanding
caught this flow
out to smoke
april fools
on Easter this year
you are foolish
is that a joke?

Wednesday, March 7, 2018

Gumshoe Humanos

swing and cry it out with birdy noises and swaddle did trick
many ways to skin a kitty
mr bigglesworth
no whammys

i cant wait to bring her lil ass to a park n shit
weather
new zoo

i made corn tortilla quesadilla with 🔥 sauce from t bell. no meat tho

carnivorous me
should a been a dino
ya know

the loud steps of an upstairs neighbor like thunderstorm raining on my parade
fak
omg. its the fucking old man

i went with kiddos to c if christian wanted jugar futbol and he was blitzted mid sun afternoon...

think hes an alcho dayside
how dont u loose ur shit
this mfer just concrete shoe pacing
WTF

Saturday, March 3, 2018

breakfast in head

these kids gotta eat
i want to retreat
feeling bummed
back street
ally
way downtown
this fuckinging train
stale
in hell
unprayerful
dispairful
feel werewolf
beastly
sick six six
minutes are awful
anger displaced
God give me a waffle

ten cents

work in
stuck at this train
going literally bat shit
guanno
insane
ace?
in a hole
self induced
the train has now stopped
no movement
im glad
my busted ass whip
aint no body
ive got time
its mine
fight with my lady
shes cooler than i
in this rut
perhaps will die
fumes from this car
might put me out
sleep off forever