Thursday, August 27, 2020

say say say

 all this feeding back

black and blue lives

catching each other

by toe tags

me outside

how bout dat?

ekg lines

earthly flat

all under the sun

raisins and grapes 

con's and cop's

wrath

citizen kane

enabled 

unstable

stay in 

no  escape 

in cape

inable




Tuesday, August 25, 2020

land o'

censoring myself and its getting me upside-down 

eveyone wants to rule the world

have cake

zeros and twos 

vision getting blurry

like the camera showing the gun

the election already in question 

no winner 

we are done

the expiriment is over

no freedom 

in the speeches

entire terms 

trying to impeach this

has gotten so rotten

preachers speak less

no crowds 

no addresses

not sure anymore

bout states 

bout unions

looking to runes

hidden in ruins 

smoke signals

pyre plumes

sudden like doom

blue as lagoons

red and white

lunacy stay tuned


Sunday, July 26, 2020

Alzheimer-proof


Musix 
in my ear,
in my dome,
in my soul,
in my bones,
on my 2phones. 

In hurricane winds,
with a tornado inbound,
whilst traveling abroad,
or in your home-town.
In stormy or fair weather,
it matters not a bit,
that shit has the power
to put you in a fit. 

Sublime or chaotic,
what you get is past legit.
The truth,
transcending all
language 
and culture.
Hitting the virgin
the same as the adulterer.

Whether 
working out,
or sitting still.
Sad
or in the zone.
Sober
or stoned,
youngster 
or grown,
the music speaks
truth.

When with friends,
family, strangers,
or most especially 
when all alone...
For here 
or to-go...

Drums
beating,
fast-like 
heart-
chords pulling,
beating
faster.
Repeating.

Repeating.
Never competing
but never
completing.
Sense of impending.
Anticipatory
&angelic-ishhhhhhhh,

Kind 
of like stings
more
like trumpets 
heralding.
Beautiful disaster.

Be it lulling,
auf wiedersehen-ick
dub-step, 
or ending with a gong,

slo-mo...
or a siren's song.
Negativity-deaf
feeding,
not defeating
eating.

We hear and adhere.
Get into it and we go. 
Again and again, 
over rainbows 
and under seas.
It gets inside 
like a disease.

Use we our ears 
to be shown
with pleasure 
without saying please.

Indeed 
music 
moves us,
as if we 
have been 
hardwired.

it would seem.
Born suggestion prone
to do what it deems.

Dance is medicine.
Singing can be too.

It took me 
far
too 
long
to
realize
these are 
the real eyes.

The connections
between 
the soundtrack 
of 
my life
and 
my actions.

How it has 
always 
been
the deciding,
that nudge.
The code that cracks.
when my heart 
feels lack.

That thing.

Known not,

no-named.

In fact
or in fiction
intuition 
submission.
Can't not.
Just.
Listen....

Life itself,
lacking music,
becomes a chore
a bore, but
add a radio 
into the mix
it ignites your 
insides.

Ask for 
an encore,
excites  'em
up sum,
if only
fer a bit. 
The good ones bite.
They grab. 
Stab and slap

It links
my memories
to the seasons 
of my life.

Its the songs
you dance to
when you wed 
her
for love of life
makes you
remember that
night,
she in white.
.
First memory shit,
like mom is over crib.
Immortal 
they are timeless,
bring us joy
like when
we was kids-ing. 

Ourselves 
the ways we
were 
and all
ways
is.
Are.
and will be.

reminding us we are alive 
its the jam you needed to hear
when the piles of shit are up to your nostrils
its the rainbow 

when courting 
its the thing you initially
connect and build upon
the right advice 
you need like that 
Canadian chick's iconic ironic

songs to sing along to
to fall asleep to 
to fuck to 
to buck up to
and say fuck it 
up too late to too



Sunday, June 28, 2020

AzUcar&SPIES(anythingBUTTnigh)-IS


surrounded by beautiful women and men with money to spend the music is loud and with the funds you'll make friends the office is circular more like an egg no sex in the champange room no matter how hard you're still bound to beg these women are sirens and they call out your pockets turning them inside-out better off at home cock-in-sock-it i really enjoy these people in here im working security bravado-ing fear we all wear masks but nothing covers our faces enter at your own risk but surely bring dollars with or else reverse the paces and bring ur broke ass back from whence you cause these girls dance for money if you have to ask you cant afford here you pay for milk and honey

Tuesday, June 23, 2020

KSureWould♒️

i exaggerate and fluctuate so take me as im imitationating a wave and ride me out player dont hate im b breezy abbrevriated versions of my self and ill leave you waiting and the next moment cling like branch from hanging forrest gump jenny i got styles and tears like crock pots dialed in nile smiles

Thursday, June 11, 2020

for tune ate

christo pher walkin' it outta myself. 
im questin' i guess. sin
sigh i am out. so sick; of this; this dis-belief-in-self. shell-o' my former-self-shelfed-opposite-of-well. mentally unhealthy and seemingly never to be wealthy. sunken, elf, shrunken. 

need a boost. im refusing to be a reduction, im envoking a fire inside. catalyst. induction. cowbells hear i. no fear. reaper here i come so -ing  knowing. im on. im on. on. 




Tuesday, May 19, 2020

LeMeBe

chasing dreams
sleeping less
whales on the broadway
water so deep
shits creek

hippi vans
crystal metodical
casino royal
loyal
fan
seas of um...

directors lawyers
all in traffic
roadie follower
rage-a-holic
ensuing
laughter

wanders home
days spent wasted
to a lonely death
feeling
doomed
anxious


Sunday, May 17, 2020

geeRowJorDan

cowardly id be lyin in the shade gettin paid fer the verses and beats but im stuck sucking dodging and ducking the daft darts fate imparts. pungee stix shit and farts poison tipped hit in the dick. sick makes me, this cuntifull sit. ewe eh? shun. does

Thursday, April 23, 2020

Custom Kitchen Delivery

Finally a string of days with which to move forward from. Successive days that ended with hope; some semblance of optimism...

“...gosh it was/is so utterly unusual.”

He, she, they, we, would/do later/here recant to whoever/whomever was/is listening, or is pretending/will pretend to be, listening that is. And they will never know what it really is/was, only what it feels/felt like. And so it went. And so it goes. Where it stops one could/can only suppose. Time’s a little bitch like that.

Of those who did, most hardly any recognized it at all. The curve with it’s flattening. The happy in the happenings. And most wouldn’t accept it, not at first, certainly not without a litany of checks and rechecks to verify the validity of the trend. Suspicious of a trap.

Fear makes it like that, constant fortifications to do anything other than feel that feeling again, that panic, that fight or flight, the heart of the attack. Seriously. And so...

All were tragically, truly afraid. Terrified to get their hopes up. They were collectively post-traumatic.

But it was real. Time would tell.
Still nobody dared speak of it out-loud, (superstition you see.) And one could almost confuse it as progress.