Read that. It's funny. Most think so.
A gimmick. But it's all mine.
All me. Originality.
I'd be flattered, if you...
Stole my shit, I've got more style than I know.
What to do with
Space bars, need to return
To below
Underneath.
Understand
Standing under the sun either way.
Or above?
Or next to...
Depends on how you look at it.
Depends how you are looking at it.
From where you are...
Sorta kinda just going through the motions as of late like I'm caught in a constant hesitate can't seem to muster the motivation to live like I'm alive out of tune static signal radio station the dial or antenna or string or whatever is damaged from sun beatings and storms and whether or not I like it or not I'm stuck constantly remembering the things I forgot to protect and are now lost and gone to the point that I don't even listen to songs cause I don't think I deserve anything more than this stagnation so I stay in my head like imagination all the while here in this hybrid hibernation the world turns around me without hesitation and it's not like I want it to stop for me still I just wish that I had the power of will to catch up to it and continue the race but I sit and I think and I'm wasted a waste
I just today realized that I will always still be in love with you Halee and Stephanie and Julia two all my babies and they mammas
It isn't often I can find the strength to forgive
Myself
Faked out yet again.
And it seems the farther away from the beginning I get, the farther I am from that innocence. That which I've long since lost.
And long for. It's like it mistakenly got in the trash tossed. Never to return as I grow older. And the whole damn world is getting colder.
Smouldering ideals. Cry on my own should.
Atlas boulder. That's heavy a load sir. But I'm holding out, hoping I'm wrong. That it's not.
And the fleeting feelings of idealism and romanticism are dulled down to the point that I no longer believe in the power of love.
It used to feel stronger and last longer and last longer. No, no longer.
And it's getting so very discouraging. So much so that I'm starting to believe in cynicism.
I want to believe so badly that there is truth and love is real.
Gotta be super low if I'm on my phone and trying to flow one
So shunned I don't even show on the go im so unknown I'm subterranean
Stupid like dumb and with 34 rounds you would think I'd have gotten answers
Im bout to slash and dash outta her like a samurai in a hurry ranned oft prancer
Raining deer names like it's x mas in dis but I'm all loner and no fams not my best
Wild like woodland not a tinge of self wealth I'm no good to nothing bad for the public health
Lock me up and tie me up in jackets cause what it takes i lack it
Cant hack it I'm stacked with bad habits and I submit i surrender can't stand it
A little bit hopeless and I'm doubting it's temporary but where I'm at need sanctuary
Cant escape my thoughts tonight and I'm trying not to go crazy
Worst year ever fallen so far behind i compartment tell lies and I'm lazy from this pound of concrete jungle spun around and I'm found no farther vector nowhere i never made my great escape i broke I'm down too late I can't even and too lame to create too crooked to get straight too dirty to debate that I'm debased and defamed and unclaimed and still i remain insane in my brain from all the sames self to blames and clee shades I'm bottom lower than I want to remain
Twas a night approaching Xmas
And I'm a chillin on my couch
Listening to the nutcracker
Not using my mouth
Been thinking bout
where I am
Where I'm going
Where I've been
All in my feelings
Thinking in caps
All while docile
In between naps
Feeling too hard
Feeling ashamed
Not fixing anything
Solitaire mind games
During the day sometime
Something feels switched
And the joy of being alive
Gradually replacing feeling like a little bitch
No longer dwelling
On having not what I haven't got
Instead listening to music
Which to me is a lot
For i find myself punishing
For no reason whatsoever
Myself when I'm midnight blue
Blame it on the weather
It's colder now
And the lights down low
Make the sadness sweeter
As I have come to know
Funky like medina
Cold snapped inactive
Lost for a moment
So unattractive
Finding again self
When wandering lost
Is harder than ice
Perma-frost
Angeliqe
Angel lick
Split
Spit
Quick
She's sic
Sweet kicks
Betwix
Her I'd mix
With her
Meds with her
Head with her
Make her my
Breakfast
In bed
With
Er...
Sure allure
Pokey
Like her
Skewered
Lure
Id love
To have her
Slide up
In
Er...
Fer sure
New
Know
Now
Her
Didn't knew her
But she immediately
Established
That bitch the shit
Manure.
Mucha fuck b ing loved
Shits ova rated
If you didn't catch that
Hear
I'll restate it
Fuck being in love
I can't over-state it
It's like forgotten
On ur birthday
Happy belated
Hate this
Feeling
Fuck emotion
Fuck warm fuzziest
No devotion
These hoes
Ain't loyal
Extincted ass house wife
Lorana Bobb it's desperately bastardized
Cut ur dicks off
Over circum-
singe on
Burn it
Dash it
All the lot
Love and then the marriage
Sinatra and al bundy will tell you
It's a trap with snared ends
No debating
