Moved. on

i wish you happiness Halee. God bless. ive got a lot of work to do. sorry it has been so difficult for me to accept where i am and how i got here. you have your people, old and knew. flames to heat your soul. i became lifeless grey and cold. and i wish you warmth and peace truth be told. seconds become chances and i squander mine consistantly. i missed the mark and the contrast is stark between what i envisioned my life as and what is reality. he deserves you now as we come full circle. how ironic this cosmic role reversal. you will always be my beacon, example of beauty, magically amazing, a naturally good human being,  choosing righteous. im fortunate and glad i got to knew thee. to lose that bond is a rare and unique cruelty. fate sucks balls and so sorry im for mistaking your love and kind heart as free for the taking. unconditional love is not to be expected. failed miserably ive now earned this feeling of being rejected. i love you in ways you cant understand and ill never forgive myself for being less than a man for you because as the woods lakes streams and forests get you back in their lives im left wishing wanting thinking and getting no replies